It’s here. My oldest, my first born, the one who made me a mama is headed off to Kindergarten. It hasn’t really hit me until now that I won’t have my sweet boy home with me every day. He has grown so much this last year: academically, socially and emotionally and I couldn’t be prouder. I’m so excited for him, but I would be lying if I didn’t say that this day is bittersweet.
As I reflect on the last 6 years home with him, I just feel so much gratitude. I’m so thankful for all the time we’ve had together. Lots of snuggles, giggles, playdates, zoo trips, stories, picnics and so many more cherished memories. The moment I became a mother I knew I needed to and wanted to stay home with my babies. Making the choice to be a stay-at-home mom was/is the best decision I’ve ever made, and these last six years have proved just that. It has been such an honor, privilege and JOY to be able to stay home with him and his sister.
Don’t get me wrong, there were and are hard days. Days filled with tantrums, bickering, sleepless nights, constant messes, nap strikes and never ending laundry. Most days it seems there’s not enough coffee and never enough wine;) You know the saying, “the days are long, but the years are short” seems to be all too relevant right now.
I remember the day we brought Brady home from the hospital. I brought him into his nursery to show him his new room. I sat in the rocking chair with him for the first time and I was overcome with emotion. I was so happy, proud, excited, scared and nervous. I was in such awe and amazement of this beautiful baby boy. I just prayed that I would be a good mom, make the right choices, do the right things, and be enough. It wasn’t always easy, but together we figured out.
As he heads off to Kindergarten there are few things I want him to know. It’s a big day for both of us, but I know we will figure it out. Together.
My sweet Brady bug,
I can’t believe the time has finally come. You are starting an exciting adventure as you head off to Kindergarten and I couldn’t be happier for you. I’m so excited for all the fun you will have, all the things you will learn, and all the friends you will make. There’s a few things I want you to know, not just today as you start Kindergarten, but always. First and foremost, I want you to always know how loved, cherished and important you are. Always stay true to yourself. Don’t let anyone determine your worth. You are priceless. Know that manners matter. Please remember to say ‘please’ and ‘thank you’.
Be curious, ask questions, participate! I will be eager to hear all about the fun things you learned that day when I pick you up. You will have tough days too; that’s all a part of learning and growing up. Know that no matter what we will be here to help you, protect you and support you in any way we can. You will always have a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen and a soft place to fall. Above all else, be KIND. I hope that if you see someone that’s sad, being bullied or sitting alone that you offer them a smile and show them kindness. Because, one day, you may be that boy and I hope and pray that somebody else’s mom taught them to do the same.
I will be thinking about you all day. I’ll be wondering if you’re having fun, if you’re making friends, if you’re eating your lunch and if you’re missing me as much as I miss you. My darling, the time has come for me to let you go so that you can soar, and soar you will. I hope you have the best day and I can’t wait until 3:05 when I get to scoop you back up!
xoxo,
Mommy